i just told ella that people get addicted to her, like a drug. she is what she is always fighting against, ironic? i thought so. hehe. ella "But i'm a healthy drug!!" ok ella, ok. :P ( Read more... )

been gone for a long time ( Read more... )

2 entries in the same week, its crazy ( Read more... )

and happy 4/20 to all you people, you know who you are. (guess who reminded me, my two j's)

um, shits good i guess, the wedding is consuming our lives, but its over by sunday. YEAH! then i get a week, 7 full days WITHOUT MY MOTHER! can you say the biggest orgasm ever! holy crap, i don't know what im' gonna do with myself. just wish i was here by myself and not with jake and my aunt. blah blah blah ( Read more... )

i'm so lost sometimes..... oh well.
things with j- not so great. *sigh* did i ever think it would work out? not really, but i kinda wanted it to, i dunno why.
things with my dad surprisingly are slowly going up. scary? yes, its safe to say i'm being cautious. evil man. alcoholic asshole bastard who can rot in hell. mmmmmmmmmm yeah.
i <3 my ( Read more... )

ella wrote yesterday's entry. anyone who reads this a lot would know that it wasn't me because there were no swares and stuff was capitalized at the beginning of sentences. corect punctuation was used. its crazy guys. lol ( Read more... )

Damn it's been a longgggg time since i last updated! opps! I am at ella's right now and she kept reminding me that i hadn't updated so i decided to shut her up and update! I have been going to *** house and i'm not quite sure what i should do ( Read more... )

got let out of school early yesterday because it was snowing bad. went to ***s and hung out with him and jake. watched this movie "american history x". anyone ever saw it??? whoa, its a heavy movie. my mom wanted us home and was yelling at me over the phone, but *** did all this stuff so we wouldn't leave. :) we hung out today after i had to bring ( Read more... )

ok a & m: guess who was listening to us on friday night? my fucking mother. she was so pissed! she knew all the stuff i said about ***, how he smokes pot, how he drove my car, the drink thing. she got wicked pissed and took my car away so i had to tell her i spiked my own drink, omg it was a mess. i don't think she'll let me hang with him anymore. ( Read more... )