Ive been doing better these past few weeks. Having a job is helping me out alot. Or maybe my talk with dick and cindi helped alot too. But from now on Im letting destiny take its tole. If its meant to be, it wil happen. No more feeling sorry for myself, or pinning after something that just isnt there. Dont get me wrong, my feelings havent changed ( Read more... )

oh how i hate you big storm,
you didnt give me a fighting chance.
i was walking home for lunch and you came in a flash.

ode to you big storm, you stealthy son of a bitch.
now i have to walk in you again
cause a ride i cant hitch.

damn it.

+ i have a job
+ im getting alot of money back on my taxes
+ im gettin my sleeve tat with the money
+ im going to mexico in april with folks

- im going to be late back to work
- matthew still hates me
- im still at my moms
- and its still fucking valentines day

matthew told me to stop writting about him in MY livejournal ( Read more... )

im sick, like horribly ill ( Read more... )

ive been making myself sick by thinking ( Read more... )

N WORD. im just being alive on here.

holy shit i need a job fast.
if i dont im going to be homeless.
i have no motivation to do anything.
baaaaaaaaah.

oook, im done. i know i suck at this live journal thing, dont i? a ha.
and im out.

AAAWWWHHH.
im bored.
Michael hates my life. =)

i had a party and it was fantastic.
i lost my shit and destroyed my house, but it was great.
oh it was great.
now i have to clean.

oh and i looove san felipe.