:'(

[sweet_thang90]

ahh life sucks..and is now overwhelming. joy joy...theres so much shit going on right now with me and ppl in my life and school and just about everything else, and like i dont talk to anybody about it til i jsut feel like collasping, and im tryin to talk about this stuff more instead of keeping it to myself so i dont do this. i really need to talk

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[pink_laces_fool]

you cant tell me you don't have fun at lunch

[sweet_thang90]

haha ur right, i cant

[wishing_4_rain]

and you cant tell me that you cant call me. and i would be the one to know about how bad keeping stuff in is. im always here, you know that. please dotn hesitate to call alright?

[sweet_thang90]

ur right. and i know you are. and u see i was gonna talk to you but u werent online and i remember sumthin about u wanted to talk to lauren so i thought u might be on tha phone or sumthin with her and wasnt going to bother you. and im not good about talking, like rly talking seriously unless its online or its jesa, and thats only cuz shes worse off than me by a lot. but from now on, ill remember that i can call you, i know i ahve b4 but idk last night was just weird

hey kayla

[wareagle86]

Hey what's going on? I guess I'm calling you tonight.

Re: hey kayla

[sweet_thang90]

hey, um a lot of stuff. and i dont realize it til i rly start thinkin about stuff and then it all hits me at once and its just kind of like woah, and its an all at once like punch in the stomach.. not too cool.. things jsut pile up on me and yea last night was one of those nights that i realized what was going on. i do this a lot, i jsut dont post about it cuz ppl will sometimes act different, but not everybody so i posted anyways. well ttyl bubba. love u