i think im on the brink of insanity.
I cant stop thinking about this and I cant sto crying.
GAH. someone shoot me.

Have you ever relized something and hated yourself for relizing.

Like you know what you have to do now but you dont want to at all. Cause maybe your making it all up?

I dont know what to do anymore I havent felt this bad in a long time. Im tring so hard to be normal and happy but obviously its not working. I did something today that I havent done ( Read more... )

I dont know what Im looking for anymore, but I would really like to find it.

I went running today so I could feel like I acomplished something today. It made me feel better.

I use to have this friend Emily. She taught me everything I really needed to know im the sixth grade.We use to go running togther all the time. Everyday after school. and ( Read more... )

this is going to sound really random but here it goes anyways.

lately ive been thinking a lot and I miss feeling. I really dont have feelings towards anything anymore.I dont get crushes I dont get really giddy, I dont feel anything. its like im completly numb to everything around me. I never cry anymore its almost imposibale. I want something to ( Read more... )

He made me feel special for ten seconds of time. It makes me so upset, I cant stop thinking about him now. going back to those moments. as if they ment something to him. they ment something to me ( Read more... )

some tiems I get these weird erges to smoke.. but then I relize wait.. I dont smoke.
so yeah if someone could bbuy me a pack of fake cigaretts I would love you to death.
oh and Im feeling better :0) thank you for asking.

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lately life has been good ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTNI.
I <3 YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITTNI.
I <3 YOU.