Driving away from the wreck of the day ( Read more... )

Dear Diary ( Read more... )

i had the most awful dream last night. i didn't even remember how upset it made me until i listened to a few songs before i went downstairs for breakfast, and then it resurfaced. In it, i was writing some entrance exam for people applying to a job. We were given some (economic? marketing? mathematics model?) problem and had to prove that it works ( Read more... )

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Bata Shoe Museum was so much fun today! It was small, and Alice & i won't likely go back since it'll be the same shoes over and over again, but still, it was an eye-opener :) There were shoes from Egypt (which i'm not too fond of), India, China, France, England, etc. as well as astronaut boots, baby shoes, wedding shoes, funeral shoes, and shoes ( Read more... )

No matter where we are standing in life, we'll always need an upgrade ( Read more... )

i didn't know it would be this hard. There's nothing left to say to you, but there are still so many unanswered questions - mostly Why? Why did you do this? What were you trying to accomplish out of all this? i know there were at least three times that night when you wanted to message me but hesitated and stopped. What did you wanted to say? What ( Read more... )

The loneliness inside, i cannot describe, i cannot hide... but it's gotten better since yesterday. i had a dream on Saturday night, one where it was the last day of classes again but the classroom was different. i was sitting on the left close to the back of the room while he sat near the front on the right with his raspy-voiced friend. ( Read more... )

Happy Belated Birthday to..... Robyn!! i've been hanging out at the library for so long that i lost track of time, except "there's an exam on this day of the week" and "there's a paper due when." Blah. But now that it's all over... i don't know. i feel so empty and lost all over again. Must be the lack of goals... And one does wonder why i'm not ( Read more... )

i'm dead :'( Only on.. hmmm... 1st-order languages right now, frig. Review session @ 5 pm... o"o Came to DC w/ Meli @ 10 am & he didn't come until this afternoon after i finished my lunch. dum di dum... why do i even bother updating (oh, it's cuz i'm dumb and want him to be looking at my msn name lol). Back to work, this has gotta be the lamest ( Read more... )