So, Today, I had a meeting with Dr. Pepper, the college counseler. We came up with this list of colleges as "perfect" fits for me ( Read more... )

For as long as I remember, you two have fought.So last night was nothing new. But what I don't get is why it still is so upseting. A simple phone call or a certain look can make me want to hide in my room and never leave. And then sometimes you say that we fight so much and you don't know where we get it from. Ha, I wonder. It is just really crappy ( Read more... )

All of my life I lived in a cocoanut ( Read more... )

My friend from school is going on the Atlanta mission trip with our youth group this winter. He is going to have a lot of fun, and it will be nice to have someone who understands the horrors of CSN with me. I am really excited that he is coming, but at the same time I am a little worried. On trips with the HSYG i tend to be a little more open about ( Read more... )

everything is ruined

So I got a letter from Project Burning Bush today about attending the second part of the program, the Institute. As you can tell but the title of the entry, i got rejected. The said I was strongly considered, but i was unable to be placed. I really really wanted to go to the second part of this program. Is this a sign? Is God trying to tell me that ( Read more... )

Why do I doubt God? How is it that people around me are so secure in their belief and trust in God, and I have so much doubt? I hate having this doubt!

I think I want to be a Psychologist. What do you think, would I be good at that?

old habits die hard.

i won't do it anymore
i promise
but...

you don't understand what it is like
no one understands what it is like
sure they try
but...

you are not me
sure you can tell me to stop
but...

do you know what its like to feel like this
i know i shouldn't

but...
i can't stop