I don't understand. Why don't I just break all the mirrors.

I'm still on a roof looking at my star. I may have come down and fallen asleep on the floor but my mind is still lingering up there, with thousands of stars. I don't ever want to leave that place, and when I close my eyes I want to see what I saw tonight, I want my star to always look deep into me as I look into it. I long for that star, I long for ( Read more... )

So the voice in my head is dormant for the moment. What've I got to look forward to? A late night conversation, for one. A little poetry reading, the practice of my monologues. The night is going to be a long one. And yet, sleep seems overpowering, every time I catch the sight of my bed it seduces all my nocturnal thoughts. The thought of sleep is ( Read more... )

I need something.

Maybe that's the problem

that I need.

I need a little bit of everything.

Something that'll make life taste sweet.

I'm full with meaningless appetites,

in this starvation

I need some imagination.

I need him, I need her.

I need a body and

I need a soul.

or I'm nothing but empty bones,

hallow and alone.

I want a little ( Read more... )

I once heard a song lyric "...Consulted a cup of coffee, but it didn't want to talk..." so this morning sitting on the porch I realized I had already finished my cup of coffee, and that didn't feel right. So, after this entry I will wield my way over to Disco Starbucks with my book in hand and I will consult that cup of coffee...whether or not it ( Read more... )

I was not being myself today, and I didn't like it very much. I learned a new word this morning sitting in the park, Virga. Virga is the name give to rain that evaporates before it hits the ground. And I was overwhelmed by a sudden sadness, well, simply because I learned that rian can die. Wonderful rain and all that it creates-can die; that's ( Read more... )

Morning. In a fast-filling library. I saw Australia today. I really want to go. I'd like that. I'd like to go to a lot of places. Oh, wouldn't I. Life doesn't seem fulfilling enough; everything is always never enough. As such, I will be spending time further and further away from home. I cannot stand to be confined into walls, I don't want to be ( Read more... )

This afternoon I got in my car and drove to Starbucks. I parked my car and then "Speed of Sound" by Coldplay started playing on the radio, so I killed the engine and sat there, ignoring how hot I was becoming sitting in my car with the windows up. I didn't even realize what I was doing until afterwards. I sat there staring at my wheel (possibly) ( Read more... )

I want to be gone all day, I don't want to be confined into this house. I don't think its a very good idea. Besides, today looks as though its going to be brilliant, but I can't wait for the days of rain to fall this upcoming week! I'll be out and about.

-Gem, Love

Cry love ( Read more... )