Part of me that was lost for sometime has resurfaced. Found its way out from under my skin and now masking me. Is it comforting? Yes, and no. I plan to loose more of myself, how? I don't know. Can one misplace themself ( Read more... )

Lovers, forget your love ( Read more... )

Everything is changing from here on out. No more excuses. Self-discipline.

"You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life."- Albert Camus ( Read more... )

I'm OK. This is my mantra. I'm tired of it all. Nothing is changing. Don't look for me, I'll be hiding inside, behind my sunglasses, behind my door, in the corner or on my floor, behind my conscience. I learned a new word today, but I don't care. Sad, can you tell? 'She's smoking her life away into a sunny yellow ashtray ( Read more... )

Today was calm and sweet. That's all I really want to say. Tell me your thoughts...I'd sell you mine, for I'm penniless today, but my thoughts are invaluable; no price can one pay ( Read more... )

I only now realize why Van Gogh was so inspired to paint 'Stary Night' and why there is so much emotion behind it. I've looked at the stars many a time but not once did I ever feel the revelation that I felt tonight looking at that clear, clear, sky. I noticed that the sky opens up to me, and that there are no limits. If I wanted to reach out and ( Read more... )

There was a blue sky scattered with clouds and I got close enough to reach out to it. And then the force of gravity pulled me away from the sky. Miss Dutra and I took a long walk to the park at the end of Willow Lake Road, and she suggested that we go there and sit on the swings. I hadn't been on a swing in, well, years. By then the wind had kicked ( Read more... )

I don't feel the need to write, and I don't know what to say. So I rather leave you with a quote that is meaningful to me right now, and has been for a while. Its just that- nothing feels wrong right now, and that's what worries me. Yesterday, I would've said, Yes, there is something wrong. Now, today, there isn't. I know many feel this way, but ( Read more... )

I don't believe any one person enjoys being alone. That's a known fact, but its life, right? "Before marriage, a girl has to make love to a man to hold him. After marriage, she has to hold him to make love to him."- Marilyn Monroe. Well, I think Ms. Monroe had a lot more going on in her head than just being a sex symbol, now didn't she. I was just ( Read more... )