I ran down a deserted street, gray sky above, and wet road stretched out before me, for miles and miles. There was no cars, no body to be seen and I felt the rain drops get tangled in my eye lashes. I stood there for a moment and then-dropped to the ground and I lied there for hours yet, the sky never changed throughout the day, its was only gray, ( Read more... )

When I was sitting in first period (which was last period) I probably ( Read more... )

I've had the kind of "normal" day that I've been craving for. I can't quite say why this day out of all my other days should be the one that I feel great about. All I know is, that this very day next year, who knows where I'll be, or what I'll be doing; it won't be the same as today. That sickly veil has lifted off my eyes, and even though I know ( Read more... )

I can't say whether or not I enjoyed this day at all. I woke up at seven and didn't feel tired which was reasuring since, for a while there, I had been sleeping in abnormally late. My day was slow at first, the morning took forever to pass, but I got about two cups of coffee down. And then for some reason, I don't why, but I went with my mom to a ( Read more... )

Hey Stranger ( Read more... )

I'll let you all know what the view is like from the bottom. Who knows, I may even enjoy being on the floor. Do you think if I scream from down there anyone would hear me? I don't want to be heard anyway. We all want to be touched, we all want to be held, and we all want don't we? Then there's the solitude of our mind. Good night. "...Hold me."- ( Read more... )

This is a song by Damien Rice titled "Older Chests" that I really enjoy.  The lyrics couldn't be better.

Older chests reveal themselves
Like a crack in a wall
Starting small, and grow in time
And we (always) seem to need the help
Of someone else
To mend that shelf
(of) Too many books
Read me your favourite line

Papa went to other lands
And he found ( Read more... )

There is a complete silence in my mind. I had a strange and normal day; a contradictorial day, not surprising. I was exhausted wanting nothing more than to lie in my bed and yet too awake to loose mobility at the same time. I've come to conclusion that maybe I had fallen asleep several times today, simply with my eyes open, for more than once I ( Read more... )

I got home today and decided to get rid of many things, on my walls, floors, and in my closet, and I've just realized after cleaning that I am Spring Cleaning. Capitola was beautiful we certainly were lucky to have a wonderful weekend. Defenitely, during this past weekend I've noticed that I really am going through a Bohemian stage, state of mind ( Read more... )

Breathe, I say to the reflection in the mirror ( Read more... )