Ok, I have a crush on a guy at school. He sorta reminds me of a friend I had in High school and another friend I had in college. He's so nerdy, but majorly smart and weird, and funny. We all know how I fall for those traits. He came up and talked to me today out of the blue and I opened my big mouth when I got to class and said something about him ( Read more... )

Ugss I'm so damn socially stilted or something. I like someone and I have to take so much time to feel it out before I can make a move. To even invite someone out to lunch or something. I hate it! It's not often that I like people that I go to school with as more than friends. EVEN the friend thing is really intimidating to me. I mean I love when ( Read more... )

Ok, how lovely this day is! *insert sarcasm here* I had to go into school early to meet with my prof that stood me up yesterday. I get there on time and I have to wait for 15 minutes or more. Ok why make an appointment if you have a meeting with someone else? That's over with then I walk over here to the common building thing where classes are and ( Read more... )

Ok, It's getting to where when I like someone it is some kind of a sign that they are taken or else will soon be taken. *makes a face* This is not fair. I am being picky and taking my time before I get into something, but still I'm a little upset that everyone seems to be mated off. And they aren't just paired off they are paired off adorably. I'm ( Read more... )

Maybe it's the weather, or maybe I'm just totally burnt out. I seem to be doing the same thing everyday, and I hate Wenesdays more than any other day. I guess because it's so long. Or the classes, or the people, or the homework. Uggs. I didn't want to get up today. I was supposed to meet with a prof today and she didn't show up. She emailed me at ( Read more... )

The bad news is that two pairs of glasses frames have broken in the span of 3 days. Very annoying. But the good news is that I got replacement frames for 19.17 including tax. They are black and purple and very dramatic. I'm n ot used to them but everyone else says they're cute ( Read more... )

I hope the day is well for all people that this is a holiday beyond candy for. I'm a little bummed today and feel like I'm starting a new year in a bad place. I just found out that a kid killed himself at earlham. I don't know any details just that his name is, I mean, was Austin Harris. It just struck me that often I've felt like "offing" myself ( Read more... )

The point I was making in the last post was that I'm feeling lonely with all the cute adorable couples walking around. I start to remember what it felt like to be snuggled up in that kind of thing. I want that love to love and be loved. To be physical, emotional, and everything. To be needed that way, and wanted. Uggs I know I'm probably ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know I haven't been single for a terribly long time, I think going on 4 months, but in the last 5 years this is about the longest time I've been single and without flirtation. Up until a few weeks ago I wasn't even flirting or finding anyone particuarly worth being attracted to. I'm giving myself 3 more months before I will allow any " ( Read more... )

Well we watched a video showing the types and someone made a comment that the two was scary and psycho. I was pissed off by the comment too because I saw a lot of myself in it. An extreme version, but they used extreme people in the video to show the types. So the other girl in the class that was also a two totally broke because of it and started ( Read more... )