In the silence of this journal I feel free to say I want to die, and I hate my life without worries of causingany problems, or having people point the finger at me and claim my thoughts are false... Since no one reads, no one knows"

I hate my life.

my name is ( Read more... )

I can't do this any longer...
that is what today has shown me.
I look back over everything...
I just want it to end at any cost
I just want my time to be over.

in the mind phase, my mind frame, what could you ever ask of me.

every dream is a memory once forgotten

I am the one the only one
the one that understand my will
I am the one the only one
the one that holds on to,
even after so much still
I am the one the only one

I FEEL
THE DREAM
THE DAY
SLIPPING AWAY

I FEEL
I FEEL
THE DAY
THE DAY
THE DREAM
THE DREAM
SLIPPING AWAY
FROM ME

Erase the point, so that I could be broken ( Read more... )

"fall away for nothing"

I have decided to deleted all the rest of my journals.. Those memeories are in the past.... I still have to go through and sort out my work that I had posted in them, and save the files either here or to the glynndesmond journal... I have change, and I understand that.. Much of who I was, and what I was, is now gone, and is something I never ( Read more... )

have you ever wonder who you really might be?