well, still no email. i'm getting concerned. i really want that job. and i thought the interviews went well...hmm...if i don't get it, i don't know what i'll do with myself ( Read more... )

i feel like i'm being lied to. i'm seeing big red flags.

...this is bad.

well, i've been working out like a madman everyday for like a week and a half or 2 weeks. i haven't had any wine in 2 weeks. i've barely had carbs in 2 weeks, and i've drank over 8 glasses of water per day. i've started sleeping more, limited my caffeine intake, watched my food, and curbed eating after 8 for the most part. i drink a lot of tea. i ( Read more... )

i'm in a very small, hole in the wall town right now called patterson, ca. the hotel is nice. so was the food...mmm ( Read more... )

i have an interview.
they want to meet me wednesday. of course, a phone interview was offered in getting there isn't an option.

but i WILL be there. phone calls are more forgettable, i think. this job is too good to get forgotten on.

i'll know the date for sure tomorrow.

wish me luck.

ps. the devil wears prada is still such an awesome movie...

now jason just called and wants to cancel the apartment. aparently i only had till tomorrow to decide anyway. he says he'll live at his uncle's. what the hell am i supposed to say ( Read more... )

jason found a nice place in sherman oaks. he found it a day or two ago. and as of today i'm supposed to sign the application. i don't have a job yet. i applied to one at UCLA. I'm just hearing from them now and i don't know if i have the job yet ( Read more... )

Saying “I don’t feel good about this” is the tip of the iceberg now. Things have gotten so out of hand. I don’t know how it’s possible that it’s all going this way, but I guess, somehow, it just is ( Read more... )

so many loose ends ( Read more... )

i wanna go to the beach.
any takers?

if we an't go to the beach, let's swim at strawberry canyon.

but i really wanna beach. i can't think of anything else i'd rather do.