He has alot of fucking nerve coming over here this morining and trying to be nice to me now. Fuck him! I'm not buying it. I didn't talk to him and then he fucking tells me that he doesn't know when he is going to come get tommy it depends of if they make him work. If they do then we get to keep him for a little bit longer but if not then he is ( Read more... )

April is genocide prevention month. April was picked to be genodice prevention month because 7 genocides have been started in April in the past. Today markes the 15th anniversy of the genocide in Rowanda. 1,000,000 people died in the 100 days this genocide. Many people lost their families. Others were gang-raped and left HIV positive. Children left ( Read more... )

Eli was sent into Gaza on Sunday. I was in arkansas to drop tommy off with his mom and internet was not easily available for us to talk so he sent me a sms message ( Read more... )

Today my Eli left for service duty. He will be gone for 3 weeks. I don't know where he is. But I do know that he says it is dangerous and that they shoot missels at the base he is going to be at. There is no internet and he isn't sure if/when he can call me. I'm trying not to worry to much or get depressed. But how can I? Any suggestions?

I just got word today that my uncle that has been dealing with cancer is nearly at his end. His cancer started in his throat and spread. They did chemo, radiation, and surgery. We have know for awhile now that it was just a matter of time. My mom (who is currently in Michigan where my uncle is) was called to his bedside today because he was ( Read more... )

Yesterday is banned from EVER happening again. The short story is this. I got the job in Orlando since I was not getting hours at my store (walgreens-pharmacy). It is the same company but different position. No jobs here so I went there. I just finished a week of training and driving back and forth to Orlando all week. My cat Sophia finially ( Read more... )

He told me he loves me yesterday!!!! I can't wait for him to come visit.

I AM SOOOOOOOOO IN LOVE! Completely and totally. The poem doesn't come close to saying everything that I feel for him. I can't wait to talk to him. I miss him like air when he is away. I want to cry when he has to leave. I want to jump up and down when I get an email from him. My heart flutters when he tells me I'm beautiful. He makes me smile on ( Read more... )

He's half a world away ( Read more... )

go in because you can't breath. That's what I did Friday night. I have been fighting a URI for a few days and it came to a head friday. I took a bath and when I got out I was having trouble breathing. Then I had to keep stopping while toweling off because I couldn't catch my breath. So I walked into the living room and told my mom that I needed her ( Read more... )