Why is it that when things are soooo good something has to happen and then you have to deal with it. I guess it's true what Megan said that "its those times that make the good times that much better." I was so filled with emotion last night but I couldn't put a finger on what it was. I was hurt, embarrassed, confused, furious, and shocked. I have ( Read more... )

Every once in awhile when you think you are having problems with a few things you get a reality check and realize just how small your problems really are. I think one of the hardest things for me is to see someone I care for unhappy. Especially Russell. I hate to see him unhappy. Even when I get annoyed and want to ignore it until it passes over I ( Read more... )

So I feel like a horrible person going nowhere in life after reading Kaths last update from India talking about how she is getting involved in the politics in another country fighting for human rights and I'm learning how to be a good "rusher". So she's fighting for the rights of others and I'm learning how to judge people. Good Linze way to be ( Read more... )

I'm about to embark on a wonderful trip to Colorado with Ken and Bran Flake. This will be great considering they haven't talked in about five months and my brother is punishing my dad by not talking to him...great. This should be fun. I'm ready to be the mediator-good times

Wow I can't believe I can count the days until I'm back in Seattle. I don't know how I feel about that. On one hand I'm so excited. I get to see all the girls in my house and especiallly the ones I haven't seen yet this summer. I get to live across the street from Tom Shane instead of one hour away...that will be a nice change. But then I think ( Read more... )

So it's been a lifetime since I wrote in here. But last weekend was LJ worthy and here's why ( Read more... )

I don't know why I can't stop thinking about it today. For the first time I let someone else read my lj besides the six pack. I thought I never would do that. The ones about him from earlier were good to laugh about but then I let him read about the ex. I don't know if that was smart. I mean he really wanted to read them and he told me he was glad ( Read more... )

So I still feel as if I am floating on a cloud due to the events in the past week. Thanks to my amazing friends I had an awesome birthday. I couldn't have asked for more. The weather turned out to be perfect and there was a good mix of people at good ol' Ken Koch's house. I think people had a good time out on the water and in the hot tub. The image ( Read more... )

So I know its now two days after my birthday but I wanted to drop a quick little note before I doze off to bed. Just wanted to say thank you to all of you that made my birthday so memorable. Russell, Crystal and bf, Katie, Liz, Megsy, Mariz, Jess, the hockey kids, Corrine, Eva, Angie along with fun Inglemoor folk, my newfound friend Tia, Janis, ( Read more... )

So it was a typical summer day for Linze...packed. Woke up at 5 went to work then out on the boat, did a lil wakeboarding, ate dinner at Round Table, worked out, got home showered and left in 30 mins, went to gians to say bye, went to yevs to say bye, and 19 hours after I left this morning I have returned. Today was interesting. I'm thinking just ( Read more... )