Today I was just in the worst mood. I didn't want to do anything. I layed around. There was no food in my house. We had one crappy breakfast cereal and no waffles or anything... so for breakfast, I ended up having grahm crackers in milk. For lunch I made myself macaroni and cheese, despite my stomach telling me I really didn't want it. I went ( Read more... )

So I spent last night crying like a baby which is always fun. Around 5 in the morning, I get up, cuz I hear all this racket from the hallway. I thought my brother had fallen down the stairs or something. I heard my dad go "o shit ( Read more... )

( ranting... u don't have to read )

Well, I asked him... and he said he didn't feel the same way. Which really hurts. It really really hurts. God... why can't i find a nice boy who likes me

I want a boyfriend... but not just anyone. A certain one. Same one the cause of my guy problems has been. But.... (there's always a but) I don't really know if he likes me. I keep getting confused. and one second I'm like "O yea, it seems like he does." and the next... I'm like "no, he likes someone else." and I get myself all upset. and overworked ( Read more... )

I woke up late today and went to church... went out to lunch with matty. Which I was very mad at because he promised me he would get something... but all he got was a lemonade. I hate it when he does that. I said we were never allowed to go out to eat together again becuase I'm always the only one eating ( Read more... )

I'm having a boy problem... which sounds really stupid... but is more complex than i thought possible. He makes me feel dumb. Not in the way that he thinks he's smarter than I am. In the way that I feel like I'm chasing him. Sometimes he seems interested and sometimes he doesn't. And I have such a huge crush on him. We've made plans twice and he's ( Read more... )

Today was tiring. I woke up early and had work at 9... work was really chill. A little boring. I finished reading sloppy firsts. I remembered why I love that book ( Read more... )

I woke up early this morning to go to work. Around 8:30 I get a call saying that I don't have to be in until 12.. so i slept while watching buffy. I went to work and it's almost dina's 40th birthday so there was cake and everything like that. We gossiped a lot today. It was fun. I told them all about cute boy. Omg, I was so embarrased... I went ( Read more... )

i stole this from alx ( Read more... )