seriously i don't know where to start. i guess with the immediate. my right middle finger top knuckle (sp?) is hurting like a mother right now like i have arthritus or something ( Read more... )

COME TO MY GRADUATION PARTY ~~~~~~~~> EVERYONE IS INVITED! EVERYONE! MY PARTY IS ON THE 26TH AND THAT'S A SATURDAY. IT WILL RUN FROM TWO TO MIDNIGHT! PARTAY!!!!!! JUST COME, HAVE A GOOD TIME, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BUY MY ANYTHING! JUST BE THERE. MY ADDY IS 3554 BYRD, STERLING HEIGHTS. CALL ME AT (586)977-0335. IF YOU HAVE READ THIS YOU JUST ENTERED IN ( Read more... )

i finally managed to sneak online and get some private time with just myself and the computer ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of this friend crap. "i can't call you and you can't call me." and blah blah blah. DAMMIT. this is how it is...everything was fine. people come over and everyone's a bitch. but it has to start somewhere. i'm not saying it's anyone's fault but i wasn't pissed off out of no where ok. you know i'm easy go lucky until something or someone ( Read more... )

so last night i had a cool idea to have kath, rach, and mary spend the night at my house. it was the worst. blah. i know i'm a bitch...seriously i am. but i have to be pushed over a cliff to get that out of me. and number one not driving a block to pick up pizza because you are a selfish selfish cheap ass is one reason. i don't even know why i ( Read more... )

here's a list of my problems ( Read more... )

i'm gonna kill myself. i have never felt this angry and depressed about myself. all those years of working hard for nothing. i didn't turn in my forms. i am disqualified from getting a full ride. i have no future. i want to die.

so these past couple of weeks have been really stressful. i am so down. especially about megan's birthday which didn't happen at all as i wanted it to. i tried as best as i could to get in contact but it just won't work with me. everything is against me. what i really wanted to get her didn't turn out so i had to get some crap present that really ( Read more... )

what is up with my parents? they are soooooo freaking strict now. and hello, it's my parents...wtf is up with this? i'm 18 now so i asked for a curfew extension. nope. be home by 12. and my mom keeps complaining that my clothes are too tight. WHAT! i'm fat and i've been wearing the same clothes since forever. geez. and i can't be out of the house ( Read more... )

this whole time i've been compromising. it helps. i have stopped being so fucking selfish. but i have done one thing i'm ashamed of. i insulted a friend. she made me angry, i should have shut the fuck up, i said things that i didn't entirely mean and now i'm no better than the names i called her. like i've said - i'm such a fucking bitch ( Read more... )