i don't know if i should give up hope. i can't. i don't think he will call me. i can close my eyes and picture everything as if it were normal. i am missing half of me. still numb. still cold. still hurt and scared but i'm still stubborn. i know i'm right. i'm not saying he is wrong either but something like this shouldn't ever happen. i feel ( Read more... )

what a shit day. you never think it will be this hard. the thought of it has always been up in the air. we've broken up before, but never for more than 24 hours and never this bad. this time might be for sure. by the way he talks to me...it is. it's like i don't even get courtesy from him when i didn't do anything wrong and i was extremely polite ( Read more... )

Artist: Five ( Read more... )

wow i really shouldn't be listening to sad and depressing songs. that bottle of tylenol is looking pretty good since i have a shitload of homework that i'm about to say "fuck it" to. if it wasn't for this being a partner thing i would skip tomorrow and go sleep in a ditch. i cut all my nails. i wanna sleep on the floor, the bed is too good ( Read more... )

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well i'm back. the only person who was glad to see me was nelsol hahaha. truthfully the feeling was mutual. i'm soooooooo ready to get out of here. gone. leave everything behind, but take nelsol with me. i had so much fun with brittany!!!!! omg. so much. we just hung out and that was enough to entertain ourselves. texarkana is pretty cool to visit ( Read more... )

this time tomorrow i will be par-tay-ing in texas with brittany! i'm so nervous though...to get on the plane and leave people behind. i'm gonna miss nelsol soooooo much. like i haven't even left and i miss him ( Read more... )

a lot of shit has happened. stuff with friends is crazy. i don't know what to think anymore. i'm trying to get tickets to see brittany ($338!) but she won't pick up her phone cuz i think she's sleeping. it's only 10AM in texas. we might host yohey because he needs a new home. break is coming up and yet my family has to schedule something for me to ( Read more... )

thanks rachel. you fucked me over. now i have to go to the shitty ass linken park concert when i know like 5 of their songs and like about .0332 of them. it's ok though. it just sucks that i'm the one who gets bitched at about the concert on top of the normal bitching of school, tennis, quiz bowl and boredness. but the thing that pisses me off the ( Read more... )

Kristy, you are moderately right-hemisphere dominant and have even preferences between auditory and visual processing, traits that might make people perceive you as "slightly off balance ( Read more... )