Christmas was fun! i just wish i still got that sudden
rush of excitment when it was time to open presents like
i did when i was little. i got tons of stuff. i think my
parents over did it this year. Maybe next year will be
different and Christmas will be more exciting.
i got a trampoline! woohoo party! and i got an audio system
thingy for my car and ( Read more... )

next time you want to accuse me of not being happy...TRY going through what i have gone through. i have focused on a BIG problem in my life that needed to be fixed. and i fixed it. i fixed it by myself with out any help. and i thought people would be happy for me....but no. all anyone has to say is that im never happy?? sorry i dont smoke pot ( Read more... )

Life Sucks and then You Get Grounded.

i used to know this girl
we had been best friends since 7th grade.
just me and her would have the best times together.
this summer we would hang out almost everyday
we went to california together.
we were basically sisters...
then this summer ended and the school year began.
EVERYTHING changed and we drifted apart.
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wow this had got to be the best weekend since school started. haha.

Friday- i basically got ungrounded cuz idk my mom trusts me to go get chicken with leah lol and we basically had a leah emily day until we went to see michael and ryan and patrick and bret and jake and kevin at Patricks house to watch the band practice! Then nick and eric came and  ( Read more... )

I thought this was a cute song <3 lol even though its like 2 years old...it reminds me of when my life used to be fun.

Making my way downtown
Walking fast
Faces pass
And I'm home bound

Staring blankly ahead
Just making my way
Making a way
Through the crowd

And I need you
And I miss you
And now I wonder....

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would ( Read more... )

whoa basically i hate sophmore year ( Read more... )

HaPPy TuRKeY DaY!  :]

i never really noticed how lucky i am to have a family who cares about me. They are always there for me no matter what.  I guess im just too wrapped up in my stupid life that i havent taken the time to notice that.

Im thankful for everyone in my life. and everyone that makes it special.

Leah your always the one i can talk ( Read more... )

im seriosuly so annoyed with the way people act these days.  SO FUCKING IMMATURE.

i cant take it anymore. im sick of drama drama drama... hello what grade are we in? definetly not 2nd.

i'm sick of people being rude and just down right mean to people for no apparant reason. people seriosuly have their heads shoved so far up their ass that all they ( Read more... )

Well dudeeee today was monday and i basically fell asleep in every class :(.  Atleast Mr. Cotton picker was nice to me today.  hmmm after school today i went to do community service with leee :) we drank hot chocolate. yumm :). lol and then watched this little girl as she basically ripped everything out of the cubboards. geeez pshyco 2 year-old. ( Read more... )

i know it sounds kinda funny... but everything that people have put me through the past week, thank you. Thank you for showing me who i am. Thank you for showing me what crowd i fit in with.  I guess now i realize i am not good enough to fit in with the mormons. I never realized things i did in the past would matter now. I learned from my mistakes ( Read more... )