Leah pretty much summed everything up for me -

so ive come to a conclusion that im just gunna fuck life and live for the moment. life is too short to be mad at someone or to be holding grudges or being depressed. so im gunna do what ever i can to make my life so much better. ive figured that my life has been pretty much a living hell for the past ( Read more... )

im done putting on a fake smile everyday, pretending to be happy. im sick and tired of trying to be something im not.

im sick of people yelling at me for things i do and then they turn around and do the same thing. its not fair. i wish things were the way they were last year. but i know that isnt gonna happen cuz life isnt fair.

Do you ever ( Read more... )

This week has went by so fast! i can wait for the weekend! It's gonna be so much fun!

Nothing really happens at school anymore. well half the time i am asleep so i have no idea what is going on.

Mr. Cotton is getting nicer. i might have actually passed my math test. this will be the first time :-).  I always get yelled at in biology. but half the ( Read more... )

Today started off good :). Danielle brought baked lays chips for breakfast :) yummmm! Then i was doing really good until 3rd hour. the most stupidest class ever. my teacher is a stupid raciest bastard. no joke... ok first he throws me outta class for a cocroach and now he called administration on me for RYANS lollipop on the ground. rarrrrr. this ( Read more... )

A lot of stuff has been going on lately. Everything that has been going on...just makes me enjoy being alive. We all might take life for granted, in fact i know we all do...but once you've been through what i have...it makes you realize how lucky you are to be alive, and how lucky you are to have a family who cares and a nice house to live in and ( Read more... )

Friday was funnn! Everyone went to the game and we all had a fun time. then we went to patricks house and everyone was out there. and it was freaking cold. not even joking one bit. then i went home cuz i didnt feel good.

Onn saturday me and megan basically went everywhere. and then we tanned for 3 1/2 hours! :o). and i only got burned on my legs. ( Read more... )

This morning we had Key Club. so i got up early and went to key club. after key club me and leah felt really sick. so we went home. i took leah home and then i went home and slept for almost 7 hours.

I guess i have a sinus infection. idk. my mom explained it to me. but i didnt get it. i feel better now. i just hope i can make it through the day ( Read more... )

Just got back from MEXICO yesterday! it was so much fun! i dont have time to write about it though. my mom is being a brat. like she always is. i have to go study for math because i have the most impossible task of getting a C in that class. Well i better start studying now. because its going to be a long night if i have to understand all of this ( Read more... )

This morning i had to wake up and go take the stupid PSAT my mom is so gayyyy. i hate her. when i go to mexico i am running away. and never coming back. well since i am going to mexico tomorrow. i wont update for a while. so comment.

hmmmm what would you do if you only had 24 hours to live?

i would....

have sex.sex.and more sex. and then i would go ( Read more... )

fridaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayy well lets just say after school, jayden, kimmy, megan, me and lacey (JKMEL) all went to ""applebess"" hahah or you could call that IN N OUT. haha. im not allowed to drive on the freeway yet. so we couldnt go to in n out...but we went anyways!  Then we went to patricks house and watched the band!!! haha i was teaching jayden ( Read more... )