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I've taken in about 200 calories in the past 48 hours.

At this point, I think it's a challenge for myself to see how long I go before I actually want food.  I don't feel hungry, I know I should want to eat something at some point but I'm finding how how amazing the human body is when it's stressed beyond belief and dealing with crippling emotional

Every relationship I have ends in some kind of wrenching heartbreak.

Does that make it worth it to try anymore?

I can't stop crying.  I hate being alone.  This hurts beyond anything to be absolutely and completely alone.