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What a shit-tastic day so far. Had a conversation with recent ex-boyfriend extraordinaire, which basically gave off the impression that he doesn't give a shit about me. Woke up sore in muscles that usually get sore during sex - not vag muscles though, more like ab muscles and thigh muscles - even though I haven't had sex in months and my last ( Read more... ) -
"Don't call it a comeback, I've been here for years."
He called. It made me happy but hurt quite badly at the same time. We somehow can't deny that we were really close before all this bad business occurred and that it seems we still are to a certain extent, so when we spoke it was very strained at first before shifting to inside jokes. Laundry and Martha Stewart were the turning points in the ( Read more... ) -
This is going to be so long.
I realize this is all things that no one aside from me will care about. But like I've said many times, writing it all down is far cheaper than therapy, and I like having a record of what I've been thinking or want to say. That is to say, it doesn't matter if no one aside from me reads this. Then again.. you know. I like having my crazy on display. ( Read more... ) -
Writing things down is cheaper than therapy.
It's been an epic weekend already, starting Thursday. It's been the best weekend and worst weekend ever already, and it's only partway through Saturday. What the hell could the rest of the weekend bring ( Read more... ) -
I have horrible luck with love.
I found out very recently that someone I was very enamored with for years has never felt and will never feel the same way about me, for numerous reasons that aren't under my control ( Read more... ) -
HOLY CRAP HOROSCOPES! Are you freaking following me?!
"Aquarius - May 29, 2009 ( Read more... ) -
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stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop stop.
please drop me off at the corner, I need to get out.
can't remember this last time I felt this completely, utterly batshit insane. or the last time I felt this resentful, hateful, frustrated, or angry. or the last time I felt so alone in a relationship.
... fuck my life.
