Gay highschool drama is not the extent of this world.. and if it is for you then you need to get a fucking life ( Read more... )

A new year means some new changes. And this year will definetly be much different than last year. Last night was crazy but defintely a great way to start 2006. No regrets, great friends, and one hell of a party. Exactly how I want my year to be. My new years resolutions ( Read more... )

I swear to god if i find one more lying bastard on this planet im going to chop his genitals off. He just straight out LIED to me, and when i asked him if he lied he lied about lying on top of everything else. I feel so.. betrayed. And hurt, aggrivated, and so incredibly small. The ONLY positive light I can see to this is the fact that if this is ( Read more... )

I have this depressing feeling that christmas just might not be too swell. Kinda sad.. im not very much in the holiday spirit this year, very unlike me.  Some unexpected bolt of Christmas cheer would be much appriciated.. maybe i just need some eggnog :)

Winter ball was amazing. The snow is amazing. And things couldnt be more perfect right now.

and im sooo excited for christmas! xoxo

so turkey day was like another.
a huge family feud
bloodshed in the kitchen
angery tears
nothing surprises me anymore.
but being able to talk to him in iraq on thanksgiving was something great and entirely unexpected.. it made me happier than ive been in a long time.

its makes me think you know.. as much as i complain about everything i go through.. ( Read more... )

`cheer breakfast at 5 AM
`skipping school tomorrow with andrea and lila
`seeing the premiere of HARRY POTTER!
`no school for me tomorrow
`shopping in seattle
`did i mention theres no school for me tomorrow? :)
`hanging out with nena
if as planned.. tomorrow will fucking kick ASS
and im soo excited for it all especially harry!!

Life is defined by the people surrounding it.
Ryan-Nena-Kalila-Andrea-Maasa-Matt-Sam-Allysa-Ali-JJ-Mia-Missy-Annie-Sammy-Erin-Lauren-Dylan-Alex

10 things ( Read more... )

whats happening to me? things seem to be slipping away lately, i just cant keep anything straight. im emotionally drained. homecoming was amazing and seemed like the only break.. but that took work too. theres just nothing more i can do.

i knew he could always make me smile, but i never knew he could make me cry.
im not sure how much longer i can ( Read more... )