Is it better to not know and be happy than to know the truth and take a risk of not being happy anymore ( Read more... )

I need to find an escape route soon. That hidden tunnel all mine that takes me away from here. From all of this. I think Im lying to myself when i say Im going to college to get away from my family. Which is true.. but in reality its more important to me to get away from all the people that have been closest to me in the past 3 years. I have the ( Read more... )

SATs tomorrow im so nervous.
hope i dont fuck this up too bad...

i never knew everyone was waiting on a cue ( Read more... )

Ever look around and see everything moving in slow motion ( Read more... )

State deca results...
individual comp: 10th out of 60
group project: 4th out of 30
GOIN TO NATIONALS IN DALLAS BABY!

some of the good stuff:

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so can i please just tell you how much absolute FUN i had this weekend ( Read more... )

So not looking forward to Valentines Day.. why do i suddenly feel so incomplete? This stupid holiday.. thats why. I swear its fricking invented just so Ben and Jerry can make money off of lonely girls like me. well guess what.. im NOT giving in this year. this year their not getting my money!!

im buying dreyers :(

Ive never experienced feelings like this before. Im caught between emotions i didnt even know i had. I feel hurt and angry and upset and complete betrayal. I have this devistation and angst building inside of me not sure where its going. WHY do i have to do this to myself and make it all a big deal. Colleen get through it, learn from your mistakes ( Read more... )

This weekend was.. in one word.. AMAZING ( Read more... )