Happy Thanksgiving everyone! :)

I'm really anxious right now. I feel so overwhelmed. I have alot to clean. I need to wash alot of clothes. Which means I have nothing to wear right now and whatever I do have looks horrible on me. It's making me feel really depressed. I feel really sad and I'm alone. Me family went to my mother in law's house for her birthday. Which could be nice. ( Read more... )

I decided to stay on my medication, but I don't know about the OCD medication. I don't really think it's working. I'm going to ask my Doctor to put me on something else. I've been having really, really bad OCD. It's awful. I had to buy special lotion because of the redness and irritation from washing my hands all the way up to my arms too much. I ( Read more... )

I decided to wean myself off of my meds. I really don't want to, but I think it'll be for the best. I think I'm starting to be affected by the possible side affects. My legs have been hurting, which I feel is joint problems due to the Trileptal. Also the weight gain I have been dealing with started happening when I began taking all the different ( Read more... )

We figured it out, he does love me. I'm so happy because I love him with all my heart!

So he just told me right now that he likes me, but he doesn't love me. So how am I suppose to take that??? We're freakin' married! I'm going to start looking for somewhere else to live. I feel so numb. :(

I'm really sad right now. I don't know, I just feel like my husband doesn't like me anymore. I asked him if he loves me, but then when he answers it doesn't sound genuine when he says he loves me. I don't know what to do. I love him with all my freaking heart. I don't want him to feel like he doesn't love me that he has to stay with me since we're ( Read more... )

I had so much fun at my best friend's Birthday party last night. My daughter and I didn't get home 'till 4 in the morning. We haven't seen each other for about a year. Her Dad died last year so she kind of pushed everyone away. I'm so glad she let me back in. We laughed so hard all night. I can't wait to see her again.

Have a good weekend everybody. I'll be working at Costco, but I'll make it enjoyable. The guy that got his legs blown off at the Boston Marathon is a Costco employee at an other location then I work at. Costco is setting up a fund for him. Everyone's saying get well soon, but all I think is how the heck is he really going to get well? He has no ( Read more... )

I called in sick last night. I have an ear infection and sore throat. I feel a little better today physically, but not emotionally. I feel depressed and irritated. Everything's annoying me. It might have something to do with my medications running out. I was supposed to meet with my Psychiatrist this past Monday, but the appointment was ( Read more... )