ok so yesterday me and my mom got home from shopping at southpark, nordstrom to be specific, and my grandma was waiting at the back door(my grandparents were at my house) and her face was all pale and i was like "wats wrong grandma?" and she stuttered back "i..i think you need to take joe to..to the hospital." me:" what happened!" and she pointed ( Read more... )

goddammmit, a certain someonethat i have to work with quite intimatly pisses me off to like the fullest extent, today in rehearsal mitchell kept giving me all the same shit about keeping my energy up, and i couldnt get it...who woulda thought. but fucking little grandpa kept sighing under his breath and making annoyed not to mention ugly faces with ( Read more... )

it was opening night, and bryce and cortland came to see the show...that made me really happy because i dont remember telling them about it.haha maybe hannah did. watever tho. my lapdance was way weak tonight, im really happy jonathan wasnt there to see that. well i love my dog she is so crazy. Kara makes me smile when we are together...haha that ( Read more... )

today wasnt so bad...yes ( Read more... )

i feel so dead but it isnt good like you think being dead would be, its where you can still feel...that doesnt make much sense,but since when do i ever REALLY make sense. its probably because they put me back on my meds. thats a good thing though, those bad feelings will go away soon. i like to just sit in my living room listen to some jazz, eat ( Read more... )

as soon as you think you are over somethin, it comes right back and begs YOU to come back. so now im back...and cant wait to be absolutely misreable again. things are getting better in some places though. i love patrick more than anyone will ever know. and i love emily even more than that. they are fuckin wonderful. but so is tila. she is pretty ( Read more... )

even though gorillas dont fall in love they still fuck each others brains out
hint hint? nudge nudge?

ken and ems here...

just to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

time to roast marshmallows. i love you. and em does too.

so i went to a basketball game tonight with my friend Sophie and it was a lot of fun. it was a christian school, and i kept swearing. it was really embarrasing. watever tho. after the game i was talking with a boy, who will remain unamed at this point in time. but yea, i was trying to get to know him as a friend. but i couldnt seem to connect with ( Read more... )

so u kno how i said i decorated the yard this afternoon? well i hurt my hand. and its just a bruise right in the middle of my hand, but it keeps reminding me of jesus. its kinda freakin me out. im not saying that i think im jesus or anything, but it is kinda wierd huh? i love kara to pieces. its like we have this connection, like we understand each ( Read more... )