I keep a lot of secrets from people. I am getting really good at hiding what bothers me and covering it up with a happy face. I am not really honest with most of my family and friends about how I am feeling or what I go through every fucking day. Yes, I am doing really good in school, love my job, have the best boyfriend in the world, and have ( Read more... )

I know nobody really uses lj anymore or even reads entries, but I need a break from studying so ( Read more... )

These past two semesters (so basically since the beginning of January) have been by far the BUSIEST and most stressful months of my life... but still some of the best. I took 18 credits in the winter followed by 14 credits this summer. Plus I had to test out of 2 gen ed requirements, volunteer at the children's hospital, and work. I just ( Read more... )

I am so busy all the time ( Read more... )

The semester is finally over! I finished my finals today... I studied my ASS off. They went pretty well. I move out tomorrow :) I'm so excited. I have the apartment to myself tonight because Sasha and Lisa already left ( Read more... )

So I'm transferring to Wayne next semester ( Read more... )

After I wrote in here last, I definitely went through a crazy/confusing/anxious/homesick rough patch for a couple weeks, but I feel like life has been SO much better the past few weeks so that's good :) I love that it's fall and soon the Holidays will be here. I still miss home a bit, but I have been having so much fun here... Here are some ( Read more... )

So things at State are going pretty okay :) My apartment is sweet, my roommates are cool, classes are pretty good (and interesting actually lol), and I started a new job that I love (coaching a gynastics team). Things have been going better and the anxiety has definitely gone down. I've seen friends I haven't seen in months, gone to football ( Read more... )

Where the hell did the summer go? It needs to be longer ( Read more... )

So I haven't made an entry in a while so i thought i would write in here...Last time I wrote in here i was at State still and DyInG lol. I was so glad to come home you don't even know. This summer has been going great and I'm so much less anxious now that I am home. Some of the highlights so far have been- Jeremy and Natalie's wedding!!!(and the ( Read more... )