Tonight was really cool, Matt and I went to Urban outfiters on Mill Ave. and I got 3 shirts and a really cool zip-up hoodie,and some shoes, and then we went to Fashion Square mall, where we went to Hollister and I got a tank-top and matt got a new POLO!! After that we went to the Steve Madden store where I got a new pair of black flip-flops! Boy ( Read more... )

I guess we've had our fun
but it seems our fun is over now
And that's all right
It's all right
Time for me to move along
And after all is said and done
I'll be all right
It's all right

Tell me something that's sure to break my heart
'cause everything's my fault
And I know
I deserve to be alone
'cause everything's my fault

Wow...so raquette ball, Im getting so much better! I got 6 points on mr. martin, which is a great accomplishment! After that, I went to my work to get my check, and one of the Assistant Managers was talking to me about giving me more responsibility and stuff like that, which also means more MONEY!!! So she is going to talk Nina and Chris into ( Read more... )

Tonight was pretty fun! I got off of work at 3:00, but I had to go take Chris some samples because he was at a trade show, and then I went over to my sisters new house, its sooooooo cute!! After that I came home took a shower, got ready, and went to get randee, and went and hung out with gwatkin, CT, and this guy, i think his name is darrell!? ( Read more... )

Last night was an awesome night! Me, Elena, Seraphima, Imad, Eddie and My Baby all went to this Arabic club/cafe called Oasis, down on like Rural Road and Apache, It was the coolest place ever!! We had some really awesome food, danced, and smoked this wierd thing, I dont know exactly how to spell it, but it was a Hooka, or something like that! ( Read more... )

What I did...there is nothing to explain how wrong it was. It was awful, un-believable. I woke up the next day just wishing that it was all a dream, so that i didnt have to tell you what would break your heart. BUT...I was honest with you, and I did tell you, with no regards to how you would act. If i would have known that you would turn ( Read more... )

I'm willing to break myself
To shake this hell from everything I touch
I'm willing to bleed for days more reds and grays
So you don't hurt so much

Never again will the fire be done
No never again your my only one

I dont really even know what to say anymore. The way I feel is just eating away at me. I have hurt people, and I have been hurt by my actions. I am so glad that I was open and honest with my boyfriend, and I thought that would take a lot of pain away...and it didn't. He may have forgivin me, but I am having the hardest time forgiving myself....

Things are bothering me so bad! I got things off my chest, but i dont know..everything was soooooo wrong, and it just keeps making me sick to my stomach!