WOooooo!!! im sooooo happy!!!! Today is finally friday! I thought i wouldn't update this although i have no clue what to say!!! HI HEATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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So....I haven't written in a while...but I have been having a pretty good time! This past weekend i went up to flagstaff/williams with randee and her sister dina....it was fun, soooo much better than just being home all week, and in the heat. Then another week of work..which wasn't too bad until work this last saturday! Worst day ever!! I had ( Read more... )

I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

Woke up today thinking of you ( Read more... )

Well....I haven't really been up to a lot lately. I kinda realize i can't really hang out with my friends....if that is what they are anyway. I feel like I have no one out there, and I just dont know what to do anymore. Its like everything I have built my life up to be has just come crashing down...with no warning once so ever ( Read more... )

Day to day and each night I pray that this ends ( Read more... )

Last night was pretty fun! After work Me Elena Serefima and Eddie hung out for a while, driving around and stuff, and then we went to her house, and had some drinks, and then to my house, where we met up with Matt and Seth and played some 'strip' basketball, yet everyone seemed to be cheating. After Elena, serefima and eddie left, Brianne and ( Read more... )

Last night was tons of fun! Me, Elena, Eddie, Matt, Serefima and Seth all went to the BUZZ!! We danced sooo much, and man...talk about sweating...we were all sweating like crazy!! It seemed hotter in there that last time...probably cuz seth and i danced pretty freaking awesome!!! haha After that we went over to seth's for like 10 minutes, and ( Read more... )

Ugh....I dont know what is wrong with me!! I was fine for the longest time until tonight! Im out, with friends, and it all just hit me like a ton of bricks and I got all depressed! I want things to be how they were! He didn't even give me another change. With all we had been through, we could have made it through, but maybe he just gave up, i ( Read more... )