I feel myself slipping back into a place I don't want to be. Debilitating, listless, a place where coping seems out of the question ( Read more... )

YAY. i'm updating..wooot! it's been soo long. There is nothing exciting in my life. The best was going to seee vicky..and meeting up with Ashley and her girl..and it was soo good to see them!
um. I 'm not up to anything really. hahaha.
I DOWNLOADED "SHOW ME LOVE" by Robyn! the one hit wonder! hahhaha I LOVEEEE THAT FUCKING SONG!

Sometimes I get so frustrated. All I wanna do is just freak out. Am I dehydrated? Is my blood sugar low? Why does my head hurt ( Read more... )

So..last night i found all these letters from a long time ( Read more... )

tonight was a ridiculous mixture of many things! it was a roller coasteer of emotions! i felt happy/excited/skanky/sad/really sad/happy/excited/skanky. It's amazing how you can pass al;l those feelings in a matter of like..2.5 hours! I have a napkin that holds a lot of potential..and a car ride that said maybe?!?!? but no..not really.. haha! and..a ( Read more... )

Last night was ridic! that was one of the most stonned nights i've ever had!..now...combined with 3 strong Mahk drinks..i was a MESS! THen, when i tried to go to sleep..when i fist walked into my room i turned my alarm on..but then i left to go to the bathroom and when i came back..i tured it "on" again..really turning it off! So i didnt wake up ( Read more... )

"I think it’s time she says ( Read more... )

i even care ( Read more... )

I'd like to say..that i offically..have nothing to say. hahah. i do..but i dont feel like it..and everyone seems to be posting..i thought it would be the fun thing to do..but i;m not satisfied. haha. it's all your fault vicky..your most recent posts have been so creative. I feel uninspired!

oo man. i'm so happy about having my sister back. it's soo surreal. i wanna take lots of pictures of her and angeline..bc we're sisters. i love them. and they love me!