School has started, and I'm tired already! I did move my classes around but only because I'm a dumbass and had to! So now instead of everyday of classes I get one day off on Tuesday.. but then again what can you do on a Tuesday? I had to sacrifice two extra hours though on Thursday that I didn't want to do, but I got some cool friends in that class ( Read more... )

I don't know what has happened to me, I feel empty and not myself and I hate it. I don't know who I am anymore. I don't know who really cares about me these days and seems like I have no one sometimes. I hate change so much, but in the back of my mind I wonder if its such a bad idea to leave after my AA to go to NC. I mean its my life, yeah I ( Read more... )

Its weird to think that I'm not doing anything with my life, because I know I am but it really feels like nothing right now.  College starts again in a couple of weeks and I'm really not ready for all the stress again! Not to mention I really need to find a job in between my very busy school schedule!

I think I finally found out whats been keeping ( Read more... )

Does anyone know of any places hiring, I need a job really bad.. I'm getting low on cash! Please and thank you!

♥

P.S. I'm an Aunt! : )

I hate change.

I wish I could just sleep for like the next year and wake up just in time for Christmas and my graduation!

I'm going to New York in December and I can't wait! First time in New York & the city and maybe SNOW??? : )

Where do you decide that things are over for us.. after five years of hardship or after a goodbye? I don't know how I could mean everything and up being nothing. I'm not going to think about it anymore or you and save my tears for one who really does care, for once you made a choice that has a lasting effect. 
You erased me, so I will do the same  ( Read more... )

It was so wonderful out tonight.. I'm so glad I got to cuddle and look at the stars with someone. I've only been waiting all summer for this night! : )

I'm not going to say it because if I do everything will turn horrible.. but I'll just say things lately have made me extremely the opposite of sad haha.

I don't want to be just a crush to you anymore ( Read more... )

Today sucks.. and it only seems to keep getting worse!

I hope my birthday turns out to be better than today =/

maybe a new car for my birthday! : )

For once when someone ask how I'm doing I can honestly say I'm good. I'm actually better than good I'm awesome!I've learned to accept and be more forgiving, and I understand that everything in life really does happen for a reason and it's always for the better.

I'm happy and I'm living my life mostly the way I want to and I'm fine with that.

I ( Read more... )

I can't believe its been so long since I've wrote in here, I use to write in here everyday ( Read more... )