So what a year may I say! I can't believe the ups and down, and the madness that has gone on this year. I feel that everyday in life is a journey. You never know what is around the corner from one day to the next. I just know I am truly blessed to have everyone and everything I have in my life. I never would have pictured I would be where I am ( Read more... )

I just feel like I have a lot to regret right now. I always say I never regret anything in life, but I feel like maybe I've made a huge mistake. So much has slipped through my fingers and is now gone forever now. It hurts a lot, maybe its meant to be? I can't really say but life will play its course out now. I just hope I can just as happy one day ( Read more... )

Life is so crazy. I've given up on trying to make my life perfect, or really even normal that is. Just trying to keep going with the flow, and remembering to stop and breath once in awhile. You only live once, and you're only young once as well. I got 4.0 last semester, and I couldn't be more proud. I worked my fuckin ass off for it! If I can keep ( Read more... )

Picking up the pieces. After everything is said and done, where does this all leave me? I feel a little more lost than usually in this world lately. I crave so much for that old me back.. I use to be so care free, a lot less emotional, stronger, and determined! Somewhere in the last year or two I've turned into a mushy stacey. I definitely didn't ( Read more... )

Fuck. Being heartbroken sucks.

.... I just want to screeaaaammmm!

Soo.. I thought maybe if I write some of my ideas and goals for 2009, I'll actually remember do some of them. Or at least I can look back at what I thought I wanted to achieve anyways ( Read more... )

I can't believe I have had this for so long! I would never get rid of this thing either. I have so many memories and crazy stories in here. It feels good to be able to look back though and see how much I've grown. Its also nice to look back and to remind me of who I once was. This past year I have gone through so many challenges and obstacles I ( Read more... )

I love you, please love me back.

I just really wish I had my boyfriend back. " spending time apart" really blows. I guess its not suppose to be fun, but I just really miss you. This would a lot easier if I just didnt care as much. Sorry for pushing you too far. I'm actually starting to understand now, and maybe you were right. Lesson learned, can I have you back now??? .... phone ( Read more... )

I probably wouldn't have wrote in here but since today is July 7th, I thought I would vent in here like old times.

Its so crazy to think how much time has passed in 5 years. I think its remarkable how so much has changed in my life, but yet it still hurts just as much as it did five years ago. Granted its not the exact pain as that day, but its ( Read more... )