Yeah, I'm still jobless and probably more depressed now than I was in October the last time I wrote, although i can't say for sure cause I don't even remember how I felt in October.  I'm bored with my life.  Its so fucking rote and pathetic.  We started a garden which I thought would be fun but now that is all he wants to do.  Which means I never ( Read more... )

 Well...I'm not closer to finding a job now than I was a week ago, although I am going to be watching Hailey all of next week so that will bring me some extra cash.  I'm basically just squeaking by...thats kind of painful.  Brian and I started working on making him a new shirt for reenacting...thats fun.  Haha.  Its funny to see us trying to work ( Read more... )

Its been a long time.  Not even really sure what to say.  I'm in Jersey now, its weird.  Things with Brian and I are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo good! :)  We're coming up on four years...wow!  I'm currently jobless and totally depressed about it, though I'm more worried about the fact that I may not be able to pay my bills than I am about being here taking ( Read more... )

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I am so confused and scared about my future.  I keep getting the question:  what are you gonna do when you graduate?  And I feel like such a loser because I'm not going to grad school or law school or any school.  I guess people just assumed that I would go on to get a higher degree.  I guess that would be the natural assumption.  It's just that I' ( Read more... )

I still have not been able to locate the access number.  I am dying to call because I have to tell you something.  I figured, the next best thing I could do, was type it up in here and hope that you read it.

In less than three hours, I am finally going to embark on The Quest, which we had previously only dreamed of doing.  I will not disclose my ( Read more... )

Brian was here this past weekend. We had a really awesome time, which was much needed after six weeks of being apart. I think that we're doing really well and I really can't wait until school is over so that we can finally be together. We're gonna be really happy ( Read more... )

you're a meanie cat. :(

I am at my wits end with people.  I'm pissed.  I'm probably moving out.  And by the way you don't ask your girlfriend to pay to fly out to see a concert that YOU want to see and then expect her to pay for the concert ticket too.  Maybe she would come if she wasn't footing the entire bill.  Whatever.  I am fed up with my life....guess I'll have to ( Read more... )

It is nine thirty in the morning and I am 100% pissed off.  I'm sure I've probably ranted and raved about this before but I just can't seem to stop myself.  I am fed-the-fuck-up with attendance policies.  If I can get an A on my own merit and brain power, without showing up to "listen" to an entirely useless lecture, then I should be able to get my ( Read more... )