"Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings - always darker, emptier and simpler."

Nietzsche 

my life has dramatically improved. i have not been partying as much, but i've been happy. my friends are amazing with the exception of one friendship i have yet to get back on track. the global night commute changed my life. i have about a month and a half to bring up my grades and i have faith in myself. i've met a boy who makes me smile, and ( Read more... )

i suck at life.

i can't wait to feel happy again.
here's to my dramatic demise!

i wish it hurt him as much as it hurts me.

here's to self-medicating!

its crazy to realize how much hate one can have for themselves.

i'm sorry to those i've hurt.

wooohooo ( Read more... )

This morning I had to wake myself up from a repulsive and terrifying dream ( Read more... )

Dear Kellen-
Thank you for restoring my faith in humanity. Loved the roses. And you for that matter.
Love, Amy

I am feeling suffocated. locked in. held down ( Read more... )

Oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight ( Read more... )