And he hurts me,
Over and over again.

He hurts me,

So much that I don’t even know where to begin.

He resents me,

Every time he sees my face.

He resents me,

And wishes that she was still living at his place.

He doesn’t listen,

And doesn’t seem to care at all.

He doesn’t listen,

Sometimes I wonder why I even call.

He makes me cry,

Every night and every day.

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I hate what you do to me.
Why did you play this game?
I have had enough,
I am so tired of the pain.

I hate what you do to me.
Why did you even bother?
Stop lying,
Can’t you try any harder?

I hate what you do to me.
Why did you let me sleep in your bed?
You want to wake up to her,
The color of her eyes are painted in your head.

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Please don’t pick up when I call,
Let me hurt a little more.
Please don’t pick up when I call,
Leave me crying on the floor.
I am leaving,
Don’t stop me.
I am leaving,
You never loved me.

I am not her,
Sorry I let you down.
I am not her,
Sorry I am brunette and my eyes are brown.

36 blocks down the street,
Don’t keep me as a memory.
36 blocks down your street,
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Put her picture down,
She left you months ago
She dumped you and skipped town,
Yet you don’t even know.

Stop singing her favorite song,
No one wants to listen,
Its been far too long,
What are you missing?

No more love letters,
She doesn’t even care.
Stop telling me its going to be better,
When you are never really there.

Don’t pretend to love me,
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Dismantle me, 
And ill gladly fall apart.
Get out of my life,
You are fucking breaking my heart.

It is over,
We should be through.
Can’t deal with this,
I have already lost you.

Take your time,
Ill get up and leave.
Lock the door,
I’ve already left my spare key.

Forget my name,
Delete my number in your phone.
Don’t call me when you are feeling ashamed,
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I am somewhere in between Tampa and next Tuesday. 
I write when i am bored and sleep when i am inspired. 

but you get around,
you want me.
you come around,
you need me.
but this time around, I won't be back at all...
 

And it sits in my stomach, like an unsettled cigarette and a stale glass of wine.

I hate this feeling. I want you, I need you, I hate you, I love you.

There is no rhyme or reason.

Ive never been so unsure,

Falling in and out of your lure.

And you will sit in my stomach and I will wait for the next bite,

This feeling I have for you is too hard to fight.

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I am on the edge of my seat and my next nervous break down.

God, I hope the phone doesn’t ring again.

He just called me. Why now? I was just starting to think that I had forgotten him.

Or better yet, that he had forgotten me.

But, no. He still loves me. He still calls me sweetheart and wishes me sweet dreams.

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 Its 3 am on a Monday night and I have never been so lonely. The coffee is stale in my cup and my thoughts expired two and half hours ago. I am numb, I am dying for attention.
I hate the weather, it makes me want to throw up any happiness I have left in the pit of my stomach.

Its foggy. Its fucking foggy, like any other November night.

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