I am weaving in and out of day dreams and tangled in frequent flyer miles. 
I am here, there and somewhere in between.
You are watching me smile, and i am trying hard not to be seen.

I couldnt even begin to tell you where i have been the past couple months, and i think i like it like that.

"I was half in love with her by the time we sat down. That's the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty, even if they're not much to look at, or even if they're sort of stupid, you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can."

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I laid there, naked, sweating, simmering in this crock pot of sheets, sex and cigarette smoke. 
I was waiting. 
Waiting for the next drag, the next hit, the next fuck, or the next blink of a lampshade to throw me off balance again.
I was out of it. I had everything. I wanted more. 
Addicted.
Addiction, it felt good in my empty stomach and glistened on ( Read more... )

I am head over heels. I cant stop it. I try not to think about you, it doesn’t work. I don’t even try anymore. Its quite simple, I want you. More than the John, Matt or whats-his-face that I was boy crazy over for a week. I want you. I want to be a reason you wake up in the morning. I want to make you dinner, piss you off, make you go crazy, and ( Read more... )

I woke up in a day dream this morning.

I am the Chevy pick up parked out front,
He is always wanting something new.

I am his lost car keys.
He knows right where he left me.

I am the radiator.
He’ll need my body to keep him going.

I am one of his favorite song on the mix tape.
He plays me over and over.

I am his seat belt.
He will forget me when he drives home.

I am the backseat of his car.
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Dear So and So,

Sorry for playing with your emotions and breaking your heart. Stay distant and stay guarded, don’t let yourself fall apart. Wake up in the morning and try not to think about it again, falling for me and my ways would only be a sin.

Sign the dotted line, and try to forget my name. This might be love for you, but to me its only a game. ( Read more... )

Ten minutes to downtown, is ten minutes too far.
When my friends all say I'm crazy,
maybe I'm being selfish.
Maybe I'm just scared.
Don't be gone when I get home...I need you there.
If I had to explain it,
I wouldn't know where to start.
It's like you're falling in love while i just fall apart.

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