his plane comes in at 7:42pm tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhh I'm nervous, I haven't seen him in like 2 months...crazy!!!! woooooooo ok Yeah now I just have a while to wait...poop...

Woo I have an interview tommrow downtown at noon at a merchant service place that sells credit card machines to companies (I think) I belive its full time 8am-5pm Mon-Fri...like $9.00 p/hour! hell yeah. Its for a receptionist/assistant job. I'm hoping I like it, and the lady thats interviewing me likes me too :) and that would be fucking awesome if ( Read more... )

should I care what he did while we were broken up? why does he want to marry me? what good am I? I hate this shit so much, he did so much shit while we were broken up, so many hurtfull things and now he expects me to love him again? I just don't know what to think. I know we were broken up at the time, but it still hurts and always will hurt me. I ( Read more... )

Holy crap, I have discovered the band 'Jem' omg they are fucking awesome and most of their songs I already knew, just didn't know the name of the band. I'm excited!! I love them!!! There's only like 3 songs I didn't know on thier album, lol so wooo !

"Break down, dont you break down. Cuz its just a ride, its just a ride. no need to run and hide."

Just a few more days....just a few more days that's all I have to tell my self. He will be home in a few days!....Apollo has moved from his Army unit to the place they go before they get to come home while they finalize paperwork. He says it could take UP TO 25 business days, which is April 22 (MY BIRTHDAY!), Or as little as 2 business days.. ( Read more... )

I'm going to go stay at my grandma's house for a few days, maybe even a week. My dad's fucking driving me nuts and is doing drugs again and I Can't take it!, If anyone needs to reach me, call my cell phone...(503)550-2077

I went to the chiropractor yesterday...and of course my back hurts like a mofo now! Ever since I fell at the animal clinic It's been bothering me, so finally I went to see one and they said that it had healed wrong so now there gunna try to fix it so that it will heal right by me going once a week and doing the exercises on it. I find out tommrow ( Read more... )

sigh, I got suspended from work for a week today. I dont really want to talk about it. I will know whats going to happen on Friday...I guess I'm going to be jobless....Thanks Dan and Ashley for having me use my emloyee discount on you and now look, im suspended and probbily have to pay it all back, but do you care? NO beucase your mom and dad spoil ( Read more... )

I hate being lonely...I miss Apollo...alot....I want to be held....:(

oh well...I guess people want lots of things that they don't have

'you haven't made me happy in 18 fucking years"...yeah FUCK YOU...Just fucking shoot me now..I wish I was never born...

FUCK THIS SHIT, SOMTHING HAS TO CHANGE OR I'M GOING TO KILL SOMEONE..OR MY SELF..I CAN'T TAKE IT, I ALWAYS KNEW I WAS A DISAPOINTMENT....UGH