Ugh I have to work at the animal clinic tonight..oh boy!, but atleast its not for that long. I do have to work at Meier and Frank tommrow at 8:45am,....that blows, lol Oh well. Apollo is making me feel like shit, he keeps bringing up shit from when we were broken up, I mean fuck that, its over who cares? I just don't know. I mean yeah I love him, ( Read more... )

LEAVE ME ALONE OK, FUCK OFF 'my friends', IM SICK OF THIS SHIT...YES I KNOW IM ONLY 18, AND IM NOT GETTING ENGAGED JUST YET...I DON'T THINK THIS IS FOR REALS UNTILL I GET A RING! SO BACK THE FUCK OFF ME. I STILL HAVE TO LEARN TO TRUST HIM, I MEAN SHIT...HE DID HURT ME...IM GOING TO TAKE IT SLOW AND LEARN TO TRUST HIM AGAIN, THE ONLY REASON I SAID ' ( Read more... )

I hate my self.. yeah ok are you fucking happy? I'm sorry that I'm still in love... I think...yeah thats fucking right, I don't know what I am anymore....

I'm sorry...I wish I wasn't here anymore...maybe that would make you happier?

the blood looks nice when it comes off your own body...

OH MY FUCKING GOD ( Read more... )

going to meier and frank downtown today to spend the gift cards I have...yeah I know I work at the washington sq one, but who wants to go to their work when there not working? Yeah..and then I'm going to llyod center to go to Victoria's Secret to return or exchange some eye makeup I bought...woo fun, ugh Wish I didnt have to go alone ( Read more... )

sweethunny540's LJ stalker is ths_floop!ths_floop is stalking you because you made a nasty comment on their LJ. They are also mentally deranged!

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ok so yeah...hung out with Josh...was really awesome..hehe He's such a goof ball, I love it :) Ok so yeah...I'm going to make dinner...for me :(

Got a letter from Apollo...he called me 'hunny' in it, and said he wants me to go to his graduation and he misses me alot!...Dunno what to think about this though..I mean should I still care?... I mean yeah I will go to his graduation, but is he just saying he thinks about me just cuz he knows thats what I want to hear, or is he being sincere?... ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

Happy Valentine's Day

....Dan and I are going to see Hitch at Tigard cimema tonight....not a date!, just two people with nothing to do, lol He's picking me up today at my work :) I'm trying to look cute, and I don't think its working, lol I woke up two hours before I have to leave and took a shower, blow dried my hair and then straightned it. lol ( Read more... )

Valentines day is tommrow...yeah as in a few hours...man that blows..I wish I had somthing nice to do, someone to dress up for ( Read more... )