Ok so I think I like girls...no not just 'like' as in kissy-kissy here/there. I mean I Like girls. I want to explore. I'm sick of getting hurt by so many guys I just can't stand it... :(

My father would have a fit if I said anything...I think I will just keep this to my self..

hmm.

ahhh so fucking bored!!!.....I hate days that I don't have to work...I'M SOOOOOOO BORRREEDD....wanna hang anyone...Josh?

leave me alone....stop telling me what apollo has done with other girls since we broke up...i HATE this...dont tell me anymore.. it makes me more pissed off, so much i want to cut...cut you that is! FUCK i dont care, i dont care

FUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKK YOU DAN!

DO YOU THINK I CARE ABOUT 'LACEY??!"...NO I DONT...YOU DONT EVEN CARE THAT STILL FUCING ( Read more... )

I wish someone would surprize me with flowers or somthing on Valentines Day...just to let me know that I'm liked or whatever....ugh I can dream right?

you know what the best feeling is?...Having someone that cares about you, someone that loves you.

You know what the Worst feeling is?....Having someone you care about not care about you, not love you, not even care what happens to you...

I just don't know anymore...I just don't.............

so I finally got direct deposit! that only took freaking like 2 months! oh well I'm just glad I got it. I paid on some of my bills, mostly the doctors, and the gym. Its cool though. Ugh some stupid shit has been happening, I would rather not get into..I dont want to get myself upset again..some people know though *coughJoshcough* lol so yeah. I'm ( Read more... )

ugh

I
just
don't
know
anymore...........

he acts like he loves me, but why does he keep saying he 'doesn't know what he wants'?

I'm
still
in
love....no matter what he does :(

why?

ahhhh...I'm bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll probbily go to the gym and do some carido and swim, and tan cuz I'm oh-so-white..haha I have to work Monday at 8am...the store doesn't even open till 10am...hmm werid. Oh well it means I get off earlyer so thats cool I guess ( Read more... )

uh..its been 4 days since I last talked to you....why can't you call me? Let me know if your still alive?....Or maybe you have already gone to basic training and not told me? I wouldn't be surprized. Why Do I have to be in love with someone who doesnt love me back?....He probbily is with some other girls, while I sit here wondering when he is going ( Read more... )

So I doubt anyone cares (or reads this), but I got bored today before Jeremy came over to go to the library and took a pic...Leave a comment and let me know what you think of my nerdness...yeah thats right..im a nerd! LOL...


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