I feel shocked, and still, and i feel like my heart was ripped out of my chest, and tired and confused and sad but mostly shocked.

Ok so,so much happend this weekend..my sisters birthday party was on saturday and it was soso all the pre teens got in one group and all the upper class peoples (me) were in another group just talking in my room how we could leave this stupid party..so like 5 of us kristi,devon,niole,sara,and me got in kristis car and drove to pineer park which was ( Read more... )

I never thought id say this but summer sucks!! Im so fucking bored theres nothing to do in novato im in fights with almost all my friends my mom put the poison control on speed dial because i od once because i hate my fuckin life and im tired of crying, my sister is a total bitch and makes everything so much worse everybody thinks shes the sweetist ( Read more... )

Fun Weekend was fun except the whole drama thing with anna and chris and something else. There were these 4 hot guys who alenka,nikki,liressa,and i and sometimes anna lee went over to hang out with one of them was 25 so he got lots of alcohol,I met a lot of new people, i only danced 3 tips the whole weekend one a day,I got like 9 hrs of sleep from ( Read more... )

This is the worst 4th of July i have ever had. I've been sooo bored, earlier today i got my first car but that was the only good thing about today. I cant even see the fireworks tonight the first time i dont see them. My sister is at the fair and all my friends are at work or with there familys im sooo fugin bored. I have to stay at home and wait ( Read more... )

Yay to day is the last day of school im like sooo happy its over for like 2 and half months but still its over!! yay

I hate life its so confussing i dont know what to do with something and im getting all my friends pissed off at me for just talking about it. i hate my life!!!

Im sitting at the oliveras house with a huge hangover and im half asleep. We just got back from the golden state thing, and i just broke up with Charlie yeasterday and i felt so bad he started crying and then i called my friend and i started crying . Yeasterday wasent very much fun except the drinking. But i stade a night over charlies yeasterday ( Read more... )

The weekend goes way to fast its already Sunday. Yeasterday was CMEA and a quarter of the class was gone so we sucked alot. Dr.G is a asshole he said i was a volunteer soprano even though ive been one for two years.I cant stand him. Charlie came to see the concert and he said we sounded good which he was wrong. Star testing is next week and im not ( Read more... )

hey im at danielles and alenkas bored the last time i wrote was two weeks ago so ,um Charlies surprise party came out ok .His friends and i really really surprised him it was funny, but it died down as soon as the cake was eaten and he had to go feed his lamb. The rest of the time has been ok but school im failing almost all of my classes which ( Read more... )