so i saw what you said, thats not cool ( Read more... )

im okay now. im still in love.. with the same guy.. more in love than ever. sorry i was so stupid.

yea life around here in my neighborhood has been insane.. knives.. guns.. and gangs. its all fun. i have to go. --ash

im mad. mad mad mad. MAD! I got into a fight with this chick at my job yesterday. i have no clue why she works at ron jon if shes ghetto as fuck. but thats besides the point. i dont really fight with people, but i had to cause her physical harm. i hate her too much to let her leave without it. so, i overheard her telling the manager i told her to ( Read more... )

everything here is so green, so pure, so true. Im just a living lie. --ashleigh

i hate myself. a lot. i hope you do to.

i miss you and i only knew you for a year. a year and one day. ill see you in heaven.

i feel like he can see me.

im going to go...

love, ash

i love you jesse

sometimes i wonder if its still all about you. i wonder if time has mend its wounds. im sorry. im sorry i never truely tried to understand. im sorry i walked away without looking back to notice your pain. i never acknowledged your presence.. not truthfully. im sorry.

my mom has hurt me again. what should i expect... im just going to have to grow up ( Read more... )

i hate this place. school sucks. i suck. nothing is in place. no event follows that last. people are mean. they make me uncomfortabe... i'm going to go now-- me

i was re reading a lot of shit just now... wow have i changed.
i still love jesse. hes my baby. im ,sick im going to the hospital good bye

::sick::

you suck.