Seems to be the word of the year. I always seem to be by myself and I admit its not always a bad thing but when you're supposed to be in a relationship it can be the worst feeling in the world. So here I am with a daughter and I turned out to be the chick I swore I didn't want to become; I have some guys baby and I don't even want to be with him. I ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in quite some time but I was thinking that I wanted to write and I didn't want to do it on myspace. I'm just so freakin lost all the time. It was tolerable before because it was just me to think about but now that I have my daughter it's unacceptable but I don't know how to find my way back to me. I am here in this half ( Read more... )

So I'm at my mom's house at 12:20am and pondering life's little mysteries. Naw I'm just up and have nothing to do and know that what I write here will most likely only be read by me. So I seem to have stepped (or jumped head first) into a time that I'm not sure I'm ready for. I still think back on the past and have regrets and how can I look to the ( Read more... )

Just felt like Venting and if I do another myspace post I'm going to lose my mind! I went home this weekend and did a dumb thing. Hopefully I didn't accomplish what I set out to do but you never know. At this point though I'm really not to worried about it. I want to think about the future but I'm stuck in the here and now of my f*cked up situation ( Read more... )

Ok so it's 12:32am and my family is in the living room watching Vin Diesel kick some ass and I'm in my mother's room on the computer trying to think of ways to entertain myself. Nothing is working of course so here I am writing on this livejournal thing thing that no one is going to read because I don't have any friends (other than LLTK of course) ( Read more... )