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Do I save lives or do I ruin them?
Do people end up with me as a last hope lost cause?
I find it hard to differentiate
I lose more lives than I get to save
The weight of telling someone bad news does not get lighter in time especially when I know the causes but cannot fully comprehend the rapid decline -
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I seem to have the ability to enjoy life, people, company,
If I saw myself I would not think I am staring at a depressed person. However the feeling is there. A sadness that won't go away. That can't go away. I am avoiding places. And I cannot seem to find an outlet for these emotions -
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My life has taken so many turns I never expected, as it goes "I guess this is growing up" our milestones are really just us being adults and living through hard times ( Read more... ) -
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I hope to make myself better so I can help others with my improvements. I never would have guessed that this would be my train of thought. I also never felt that I possessed this ability. to be more to learn more to improve upon yourself in order to catch things before they happen to act quickly when time is all that matters. This is my true ( Read more... ) -
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I got a 99.99 on the hesi, got the heart cath question wrong ahhh I should know that >.<
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Blah so I lost my wallet along with my social security card and my drivers license which I just replaced 1 week ago, sigh my anxiety is clearly getting to me :(
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I'm feeling a little tired and a little sad, but on bright-side soon I'll be too busy to care :)
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another day, another rant
the nail on the coffin has been placed, but i feel like sulking or like being gloomy BUT if i look up and down this journal i will be able to find countless reasons, occasions, situations and circumstances to say that i should feel the opposite.
at this point im feeling, dependence, but as i have been trying to push forwards with my motives and ( Read more... ) -
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so, my ex has a new gf, well i just found that out, thanks facebook, "in a relationship" bs haha ( Read more... ) -
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So my brother got married like 3 days ago WITHOUT telling anyone AND without telling anyone or ASKING he moved her into his room...
So that's what's going on here in my side
SIGH
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