I never use this stupid thing anymore...but I'm bored!! Matt left this morning for alaska! I miss him already. I'm very glad that I saw him as much as I did over winter break, and I don't regret anything. Nobody I know can possibly understand what it's like to go five months without seeing someone who you really love and care about. I'm glad ( Read more... )

I love having a boyfriend who I can tell anything to and who I can be myself around without worrying what he's going to think of me. Matt's the first guy who I honestly feel like I can say anything to, do anything around and tell him exactly how I am feeling about things. 15 more days till he's on a plane back to new york! I can't wait for him to ( Read more... )

I love him so much, everything about him is perfect. He can always make me laugh, no matter what's wrong he knows exactly what to say to make it better. I love being able to talk about what's it going to be like when he comes hom in 32 more days! He's actually gunna be home before I am so on the 14th he's going to come to Saint Rose and sleep ( Read more... )

Nobodys awake to talk to so I'm just gunna type shit ( Read more... )

Only a few more days until tiffany comes to visit me!! I hope trish comes up soon too! I can't wait until the begining of november so I can come home again and see them, I def wanna see danny this time when I go home too...if he answers his phone ( Read more... )

I wanna come back home! It was awsome seeing everyone this weekend and it sucks that things can't be like they use to be! Screw college! Everythings gunna suck until christmas break, Matt will finally be home for at least three weeks, and everyone will be off from college and everything will be perfect like it was this past summer.

I love my boyfriend. I had the most fucked up day today and I was talking to Matt and we were talking about how I walked all around today and couldnt find a job...so later on today he called me and was like "I got u an application to be a lunch lady in the cafe at my school!" He's so cute and then he sat there on the phone with me and started ( Read more... )

I wanna come home!!! I miss everyone and I miss Carmel sooooo freakin much!

So far at college I've learned that:

1. I can pass for 25
2. I love my friends
3. Living on my own isnt to bad
4. Jason looks cuter with his hair straightened
5. You learn a lot more at college then highschool
6. and I learned some stuff about education but thats not that important

I love college and everything, but it's so hard to be away from Matt...I talk to him at least three times a day on the phone, but its so hard to care so much about somebody and not being able to hold them and just be with him. It's hard, but I know it would be impossible for me to break up with him because I know from experience that nobody is ( Read more... )