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my battle
some people battle w/ a bad hair day, others with a drug addiction. some people people battle w/ their friends, and some with diabetes. i battle w/ depression. it has been this way for the past mm...3 years or so?? most people think the contrary when they see me. i laugh, i smile, and i talk. that is the REAL me. but take today for instance. i didn ( Read more... ) -
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ok so im feeling preety fucked up rite now. i wish i would stop being depressed for like 2 scs and enjoy my life. i am obcessed w/ billy. like seriously. the ocd has taken over...mega completely. and i know he thinks im a fag. and it realllllyyyy bugs me. i wish i could just forget about him. forget about the fact that almost everyone in this ( Read more... ) -
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ahhhhh....i dont really feel like updating this rite now. and im reading the others friends' pages' and im like woah. hmmm...maybe im not the only one going thru shit, eh?? well....life is life. i hate it rite now. im preety jealous. im not usually a jealous person. but when the guy i used to like freshman year is going out with this chick..it ( Read more... ) -
WOW LONG ASS TIME
i haven't been on this thing in ages...dang
myspace has....unfortunately TAKEN OVER!!!!!!!!
*tears*
so yeh.
but um.
i want to go places this summa.
have fun.
laugh.
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U KNOW WHAT IM GOING THRU RITE??? BUT DO U KNOW HOW IT FEELS?? UMM NO.
YEH THANKS FOR TRYING. BUH-BYE. -
gawsh...
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ill always love u
wow...i just realized...ill like others for sure...but ill love u forever and ever!!!! if u feel down one day...just no that as much as u hate me, ill always & forever love love love you!!! :) -
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wow...i've had a preety rough week. internally i mean. i mean nothing actually went wrong outside...just on the inside...things collapsed on me again. im...yeh...and yeh....but its not as horrible...just kinda bleak. and then on the plus side i met my jbs on monday...yes, her name is cynthia...cindy for short...she's preety cool..i mean she's my ( Read more... ) -
sam
my brother is in really bad condition...i mean i just want to cry sometimes and its not even funny. he is almost about to have his left leg paralyzed and to actually imagine my own dearest brother whom i love soooooooooooooooooooooo much in a wheelchair is more than i can handle. i mean f**k it senseless...this boy was been thru soo much shit its ( Read more... ) -
bum
so it has been a while since i've updated my lj. so now i will. no one really updates their lj's anymore i mean like barely except for a few like ava, and nikki and kimmy. yeh those r the only people i know who do. so my mom has been hurting my feelings a lot lately. damn, i really do hate writing personal stuff on an online blog but i just can't ( Read more... )