as much as i've loved updating...i'm just going to keep my own personal journal. i'm tired of our technological society and breaking free. love you guys!

my anxiety is on overkill ( Read more... )

I'm trying not to be so negative. I'm trying to be positive. I'm trying to be strong. I'm trying to initiate the changes I'd like. But I'm so very tired of trying. I'm so very tired of doing so much and perhaps asking so much. Aren't your parents suppose to prepare you for adulthood? marriage? parenthood? I don't think I got a lot of that ( Read more... )

who knew I would love weezer so very much?

it must just mean there are lots of bands out there i love so very much without knowing it yet.

Since I'm horrible with keeping real journals..maybe I'll try to update in here. Or maybe I should try to keep an actual journal otherwise some day i may want to look back on my life but not be able to by some miracle of computers crashing worldwide. Anywho, I'll update now at least in here haha ( Read more... )

My husband is such a wonderful writer. He finished his BA in writing just a month ago, and all that he worked on the months before culminated into a wonderful book that is bound with the title "Thoughts on the Meaning of Life." I'm so proud of him, and find much truth to what he was discovered; although, I cannot say right now that I believe it ( Read more... )

i've been in early labor since 4 am. It's almost 4pm and I can't go to the hospital yet. :(

BUT our baby will be here soon so yay! :D

Still no baby :(

Hopefully tomorrow.

so ( Read more... )

I have so much I want to say, but I don't know that I will be able to find all the words. My heart weeps for those who are hurting, and even more for those who criticize the hurting. Many people, whether they know it or not, stem many of their beliefs (if not all) about people on one of two things: they either believe that people are inherently ( Read more... )