1. When was the last time you had sex ( Read more... )

I love Danny Goodding. More than anything else in the world!!!

this hurts. so much. I knew that this whole distance thing would hurt, and i knew it would be hard. but not like this. This isn't us..this isn't the relationship that we had. its changed...its stressed. I want back what we had. I want the relationship back that I only dared to dream about, that I never thought I would have of my very own. Its the ( Read more... )

Gosh...I really don't know where I should begin...my parents came up to ISU today. Brought me a new printer...I needed one. Its nice. printer, scanner, and copier all in one. I actually missed them..not my brother and sister fighting. But I did miss them. I wasn't exactally ready to see them yet, but it was nice to be with them again-despite ( Read more... )

okay, so to solve my problem of not liking venting about my life to people, I'm just going to vent to no one. I hate it here at ISU. I've been trying to enjoy it, but its so hard. I feel so stupid. I have like no friends here. Everyone I try to make friends with always ends up blowing me off the next day. I tried to make friends with at least one ( Read more... )

I'm so depressed right now :( I want to crawl into a hole and cry for hours and hours. *sigh*

Being happy isn't having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it's about strining together all the little things...making those count for more than the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it, and that's all we can ask for

So, in about an hour or so I'll be leaving to follow my parents up to ISU to move all my stuff in. I'm kinda excited to see the room and what it looks like. Somehow I got way lucky and got placed in a suite!! Theres 4 girls in there total, we have our own bathroom (which is really really good!!), a little kitchenette area, and when you first come ( Read more... )

god! I can't fucking do anything right anymore!! why am I so fucking stupid!! I hate myself and I hate...I just hate everyhting. I'm so tired of screwing up. I'm tired of trying to do things right and failing. I can't always be happy. I can't do it. I'm a pessamistic nobody who can't do anything right anymore. Just fucking kill me

So, I guess I'm not going to Morningside afterall. After all that work to go to morningside, I tripped at the finish line. I'm now attending ISU in the fall...leaving behind a chance to be on varsity cheerleading, meet great people, go to a great school, have great internship opportunities, and putting a 4 hour distance between me and the love of ( Read more... )