Well, yesterday was a bit fucked up. Where do I begin? Well... First of all, I'm sitting on the couch, studying my textbooks and shit and there's a knock on the door... I don't think much of it, cuz it was only like 3:00, so nothing special shoulda been going on, at least not for me. Well, the next thing I know there's this hooded figure standing ( Read more... )

Your soul is empty, behind your eyes...you have no life.. you have died...you're nonexistant.. for all to see... without me you're nothing, so love me completely...

*Change of Season*
(Don't know if the words are right, but I feel like moshing anyway)

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I miss my little sister Brandy....

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So I guess I'm single. That's my news for today... So you wanna know what happened? Okay... well me and Keri got into a fight... yeah, a big fight. I was reading my email, and I found out Ellissa might be coming to town, and I made it known that I wanted to see her. Because well, I did. I figured, maybe Ellissa could magically take me away from ( Read more... )

Well, I met Keris ex-fiance... She was with him for 8 years, and they finally broke up because she told him she was gay.. or something of the sort, they were both cheating on eachother with the same girl.. yadda yadda.. yeah.. he's.. umm... interesting.. we sat around and played poker together, and him and Keri still have that sparkle in their eyes ( Read more... )

So what can I say before I am deprived of my journal for 7 days?? Well... Life has taken a little bit of a fucked up turn over the past few days.. I've been going pretty straight edge for awhile... and trying not to do any drugs, or drink or anything.. well yeah, that's not gonna work. I've been getting seriously depressed lately, and I've been ( Read more... )

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

YOu can just ignore this entry... just a bunch of venting... and it probably wont make sense ( Read more... )

Well... the other night I went down to Hanover to see my mom in the hospital, and to bring Keri to her appointments.., The ride back home was fucky... there was TONS of snow and we could barely see the road.. I sat in the backseat and I wrote all over my arms and legs in the dark... and when I got home I put it all on paper... this is what I had ( Read more... )