Well.. the other night was really fucked up... literally... my girlfriend got really fucked up on shrooms and her and her best friend Jade were a bunch of idiots all night... I don't know how I even stuck around long enough to handle them until they sobered up... Jades girlfriend (Nicole) who they all claim to be such a bitch was basically clinging ( Read more... )

Hello HELLO you fool.. I LOVE YOU... c'mon join the joyride....

Ugh, I am SO exausted.. I have yet to go to bed, because my girlfriend is in pain and I was up all night trying to make her feel better. We ran around town trying to find some pain medication that maybe someone would be willing to sell to her.. and had no luck, and then we came back home and she said that her entire right side from her shoulder ( Read more... )

Okay, so, I'm at the library.. It's been awhile, I've spent a week away from the computer and the internet and all of that jazz.. and now I'm back... What can I say? Things haven't exactly been the greatest.. but at the same time they've been alright.. I called my Mom down in Gilford, and she's really NOT doing well at all... her diagnoses just ( Read more... )

Well, okay... what can I say? Last night was interesting... since I haven't been letting my girlfriend do any drugs she's been wikkid energetic.. she can't put her energy into all the negative things as I like to put it, so she's been going psycho.. she ran around the house last night cleaning EVERYTHING... and then she went and cooked an entire 3 ( Read more... )

Anyone who says that sunshine is happiness has never danced in the rain ( Read more... )

I love Cotton Candy.... mmmm

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I'm being a webcam dork again.... here are the results of my madness....


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I miss her so much... I don't know what to do... These tears just keep falling... and I'm so afraid that I'm never going to see her again... I've been trying so hard to find a way down there... and to dodge all the bullets that keep heading in my direction as i continue to go along.. It's like a giant obsacle course... and everything keeps getting ( Read more... )

Well, things are really fucked up right now... Ellissa went to college, and well, I never got the chance... once again... I'm fucked over.. every fucking time I try to do this college thing, I end up getting fucked in the ass and it doesn't work... I guess I'll just keep dreaming... But Ellissa finally made it in... you don't even KNOW how proud I ( Read more... )