life is good. like now.

and i hate backstabbing people who talk shit about me behind my back.

but overall, life is good.

:)

1. Helth--Lynch
2. AP Lit--Miller
3. AP Stat--Zadeh
4. Spanish 7H--Peixoto
5. AP Gov.--Hinojosa
6. French 5H--Kashper
7. Swimming Conditioning--Saff

they really fucked up my schedule. i wanna major in international relations and i really feel comparative govt. is much more fucking appropriate!!! no i wont get into college!!! FUCK THEM!!!!!!!!!

it really is rather disappointing when i've been looking forward to something for a really really long time, and then, my parents or somebody else, have to just go and ruin it all for me. they just have to mess up my plants. that's just wrong and it sucks. a lot. the end.

so...i havent updated since the start of the year and now for some reason i feel like i should. in a way, i'm happier now than i've been in a while and at the same time, i'm more depressed than ever. i don't know how that works. and i dont have clinical depression. i just wallow in sad feelings. a lot. it's kinda pathetic. i have no idea why i do ( Read more... )

so first day of school. what can i say but that it sucked some major balls. and it wasn't because of the people or anything. no. it was because of me. and my stupid attitude. like i didnt wanna be there and that's why it sucked. cuz i wasnt as happy to see everyone as i shoulda been and junk like that. it was just so horrible to be in school at the ( Read more... )

so im back from camp. permanently this time. this sucks. ok yeah. that was all i wanted to say. tonight im going to my cousin's birthday and that's about as exciting as it gets. tomorrow i'll call a bunch of camp ppl. cuz i miss them muchissimo. ok yeah. i hate being back. what else can i say? it's so boring here. not to mention the fact that my ( Read more... )

ok so i'm back from camp for tonight and a little of tomorrow. stupid-ass scheduling. the main reason im annoyed is that i dont get to see my lover if im at home. but my lover is totally off limits anyways. which is kinda sad if you think about it. and my friend and i have nicknamed him "warm" cuz he's hot and cool at the same time. yeah...we're ( Read more... )

ok so im leaving for camp and i'll be gone from the 2nd to the 22nd. so, since you will all miss me, please do write to me. there are two ways ( Read more... )

wow! july is over. this is the weirdest thing ever. my 3 weeks of freedom are over as my father returned from russia yesterday. the summer's practically over. how does this happen? i remember in elementary school the days used to drag by. now they seem to race by. this is so weird. i honestly dont understand how it is that time flies now. i really ( Read more... )

ok. i was excited at first but considering the teachers i get, im unexcited as ever ( Read more... )