You know that feeling when something really amazing happens and you just want to cry from happiness? It's that gloriously overwhelming feeling of contentment. Like nothing else could possibly make that moment better because it's already completely and utterly blissful. I feel like we live for those moments. And right now, I'm craving a moment like

I'm sorry that all of my posts are sad or angry rants. The only time I ever think to write in this is when I have no one to talk to and no way to vent how I'm feeling. That being said, I'm going to rant about obnoxious people in 3...2...1 ( Read more... )

it'll be 2 years on Tuesday. it feels like it happened just yesterday. but it also feels like she's been gone for such a long time. i would do anything to be with her for even just a minute.

"The bottom line, though, doesn't take a whole lot of analysis. I shouldn't be with him. I know that. I'm not stupid. Yet, I make no moves. I tell a friend, "If I weren't so damn attracted to him, maybe I would leave." And this is true. But I don't tell her the real problem. There's something deeply wrong with me if I'm so attracted to someone who ( Read more... )

I'm slowly messing everything up. I'm embarrassed and ashamed. I'm better than this. I don't know why I'm purposely sabotaging myself. I have no motivation. I'm afraid of what's going to happen. I'm so happy here. I'm a disappointment. I don't know what to do. I need to fix this. I'm going to be sick.

Sometimes I wish other people could see how horrible he really is. Lately I've been hoping for the worst. It's my own fault because I fall for it every time. I let people walk all over me. I don't feel like being happy maggie at all anymore. I've perfected the art of pretending everything is sunshine and roses. But at times like these, it gets hard ( Read more... )

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so i watched the first 5 minutes of one tree hill on monday night and something that lucas said at the beginning made so much sense to me. the quote is, "The hardest part of saying goodbye is having to do it again every single day. Every day we face the same truth that life is fleeting that our time here is short and to honor the fallen we must ( Read more... )